HEY EVERYONE, FIST I HAVE TO APOLOGIZE! i am not on this internet for long enough to check the crazy amount of notes and stuff that need addressing, and im sorry i have been missing for literally months. i have been without internets, and been unable to access deviant art until today for the first time since i talked to yall last. i dropped the ball on the contest, though i do have all the arts and things i said i had still, just no means to get things done, YET!
a recap of shorts, ive been gone getting my life, in order, and trying to get my health under control. i dont know if ive discussed it much with yall, but ive got Lupus and ive let it get a bit out of control the past couple years. finally though i can share the good(ish) news that ive been sick enough lately to warrant assistance in medical care. so im finally getting my autoimmune figured out. it may be nice to not feel like im dying, or that my bones are in agonizing pain constantly. (being that i am allergic to most all pain medications, its been the worst trying to maintain my pain levels. no bueno.) because of that ive been trying to move somewhere warm and sunny, get my vitamin D and escape the steel blade cold and wet that exists here in seattle, (alas, i am still back here damnit) my traveling was cut short due to my own illness.. not very good for my ego. i like to live, work and imagine that i am strong and incapable of this weakness, but then i end up unable to walk for a week due to kidney failure. so i had to take care of my pride first. blah, so thats that.
on other words, due to this things, (not including the shitstorm that is my family, you guys, i cannot even begin on the chaos and backpedaling ive been doing because of trying to believe that being related to someone makes them good people. wrongo.) i am seeking a semi permanent domicile around here, and shall obtain internet and stuff once i do. i got a new laptop, and i have my great new scanner still, so soon i will be able to actually provide you guys with all the cool stuff i keep promising.
thankyou for baring with me you guys, i love the helhund and deviant art community, i WILL send all the owed arts to people as soon as i can, i have no forgotten you (actually i lay awake most nights dreading my shirked responsibilities,) i just have not been physically able to help myself.
thankyou all, happy holidays, and all the love, i cannot say when i shall be back for certain, but i am working on the SOOON!